10 yrs before, right now, 10 yrs after

[Pathein.Raindrop.Moe]

10 years ago:

I thot Rock and metal rulz

I thot korn really rock my world and cant stop listening to the debut album feeling that the fucking world owe me too much

I thot lurve conquers all

I told myself i aint gonna be working job that has got to deal with electrical or electronic

I thot its cool to form a band and perform at world trade centre amphitheatre

I thot boss pedals were the rage, oh, so is a vantage 15watt practice amp

I had wished for, rather be working instead of studying

I wanna live alone

I wanna go into studying music

i felt good playing metallica and pantera covers

I wanted a LP, same as the one slash uses

I bought banned CDs for 28$ from this cd shops under bukit batok mrt(Damned, i missed that place, the person and everything it was, when the shop was still around)

I was just a fucking angsty fool that have no idea of life at all. Fucking loser

Right now:

I still feel i am a loser

Iam happy working, even how fuck up it is. I still enjoy all that shitz better than being a student.

I have became a wuss in listening taste. Rock and metal a bit too loud unless really in the mood

i feel like having some food

Iam enjoying control like never before.

I think meloncholy is the nu glam

i wanna feel depressed in order to really enjoy the beauty of being happy

right now, i hope she is doing fine...

10 yrs after:

Iam afraid i be either dead, senile or become a fucking schizo

i be teaching my son how to play guitar

i be learning taichi

i will be living on mountain in a land far away, pondering bout meaning of life

I will still be a loser

I will strike it rich and have my own oil rig and heli pad

I will go into dancing and cheating girls half my age to fulfill dirty desires

I will love myself like how much i have hate myself all these years.

I do i do...

[Metal Zoner]

wah.. so cheem and long?!?

Acutally, about the loser thing... i also thought I was a loser.. until i realize everyone is also a loser.. so being a loser is normal which means that no one is a loser, which means that you are not a loser.

The biggest loser is the one that got silver for 100m sprint...

[Pathein.Raindrop.Moe]

hehe, thanks buddy, i buy you a beer next time i see you. You make me happy ;D

woah, how bout the bronzeman in a 100m race? Not even worth a loser? Thats pathetic!!

[Metal Zoner]

no lah. .its like this...

silver medalists are the BIGGEST loser, cos they did not win the gold to be a winner.. they are so close, yet so far... BIGGEST LOSERS!

bronze.. not so big a loser..
layman like us, TOTALLY NOT LOSER! HAHAHAHAAH

[Metal Zoner]

thats why they say either u make it or dun even try.. hahah.. cos else u become a loser... if u dun be the best....

hmm...

[Pathein.Raindrop.Moe]

haha, didnt they say cannot make it nevermind, at least got try.

oh hey, remember this movie called loser? That jason briggs guy and mena something acted in it. I watched it when it was out in oz few years back. Damned, i seriously felt like a loser after walking out from the theater, told myself i shud have watch xmen instead. Which was showing also, at that time

[Metal Zoner]

let's put it this way, if you take the ideals of a yuppie, you are a loser, but if you take the ideals of an average man.. u are definitely not a loser lor.

if you take the average of a guitarist/musician/pedal collector/tone connoisseur, you are even further away from the definition loser.

my 'fren' ask me how come i dun have gf... and then proceeds by labelling me a loser for not being good with gals... WTF man...

[Pathein.Raindrop.Moe]

and so your 'fren' a lady?

win some , loss some

hey holla, maybe you aint goot with girls, but iam sure you are really goot with guys mawahahahahahah

[Metal Zoner]

fug man.. how u guess sial...

thats why sometimes i think i should be gay lah... ;D

wah.. last time bukit batok got mrt hor.. hahaha

[Pathein.Raindrop.Moe]

har bukit batok no mrt? What cha mean. The mrt been there since early 90s ;D

[Stunotonyas]

haha this thread's v funny.. either u r a loser or u r a losing loser.. so either way u r a loser..

ok 10 years ago:

formed 'the corinthian frets' with lizard n cat.. (fuck why m i playing with animals n insects?).. jam anytime of the year.. before exam, during exam, after exam..

went to watch bon jovi n smashing pumpkins.. n tot they looked really bad..

i think i m a psycho..

i think all the girls r in love w me becoz i m a loser n i have a pimpled face..

i wanted to be an artist.. if i couldnt get rich n rot in hell..

tot death is the best escape..

i skip lessons until i have to go for counselling courses.. n all sorts of clinics.. hell i even had my arse checked for lying about having diarrhoea..

knew my wife then, but believed i didnt have a chance.. until a year later..

now:

still a psycho.. wonder what my wife sees in me..

still suck at guitar.. bought a million gear though..

watched the cure n vowed not to be as ugly as him..

still stuck w the lizard n cat n destined to for life.. ;D

got a dog that's got attitude..

10yrs later:

a househusband living off the wife.. n busy with kids..

owning a pub/studio/shop/design/gambling/hostel..

still loving my wife n my dog..

retired since winning 10million in 2005 toto..

will definitely still suck at guitar playing..

will hang out at ebay selling the right gear at the right time..

touring around the world..

[Metal Zoner]

eh bro.. dun be so aggro (it RHYMES!)

take out the western fockers thing lah.. not nice leh


i got no brain cells to figure that lah... wah...

10 years ago:

I was innocent

I wanted to be a monk when i grow up

I started learning bass first (then guitar)

People in school called me flea, cos i play bass and was botak

I din study, cos I thought i was too smart.

I got smart mouth, anything i say smarts...

I was into The Beatles, Eric Clapton and Jimi Hendrix and I thought they were the greatest.

I thought I was suicidal.

I thought I was the most depressing person ever

I thought everybody talked to me only cos its fun to laugh at suicidal people

I liked everyone who talked to me.. nicely.

Right Now:

Whatever happened, I am still innocent

I learn the ways of the world and decide to be a monk when the time comes...

I switched to guitar cos i dun groove at bass and feel more at ease with guitar

People in school called me airholla, cos i so full of shit.

I dun study, cos I am stupidly working.

I still got smart mouth, but the brain not smart to use it.

I was into The Beatles, Eric Clapton and Jimi Hendrix and I thought they are still the greatest.

I know I am melancholic.

I know I am the most boring person ever.

I think everybody talked to me only cos its fun to laugh at people who are full of shit.

I like anyone who would listen to me...

10 yrs after:

Whatever happened, I will never admit I did it.

Either I am a monk or dead monk.

I play guitar cos i only know how to play guitar.

People might call me guru. I might start my own religion!

I hope i am living off the woman i love.... right...

It smarts to use my smart mouth

I am into retro which is The Beatles, Eric Clapton and Jimi Hendrix and they are still the greatest.

I know I am melancholic, but i might also become melodic.

I hold the Guiness World Record for the most boring person ever.

I think everybody talked to me only cos they have problems i can help them solve...

I like anyone who would lay me...

[Stunotonyas]

haha.. ok i edited that part.. no lah not aggro.. it was only meant to be a teaser.. ;D

[Dan]

shucks......... i'm not even old enuff to be stating how i was 10 years ago....... 10 years ago i was only 11?

Perhaps i could state whats current:

I'm extremely paranoid about the people around me.

With reference to the point above, I speculate alot and my thoughts go astray when my mind is not occupied.

I'm permanently depressed

I rely on an unhealthy mix of music, alcohol, junk food and chocolates to make me feel better

I have a very bleak perception of this world

I want to take revenge on the world

I wish the world would end soon

By default, most people's first impression of me is that i'm too quiet and eccentric

Becos of the point above, i feel ostracised in most communities

This world is full of cunts and not very nice people

I havent gone on a valentines date for the past three years

I have issues with the female of the species

On a personal note, I think singaporean girls are shite, big time. i know it, espeically when i'm stuck in the school of BA in Ngee Ann.

I will remain single

I think Post Rock is my life for now

I'm so into writting soundtracks for short films, i'd skip classes for it.

I'm in the wrong poly course. i'll be x100 better off in FSV. seriously what was i thinking when i was doing enrollment...



10 years later:

I'm still single

I'd be doing sound and post production for films

Being able to find/appreciate the beauty of life

Being able to find time to enjoy the simple things in life

I'd love to go fishing again

Not be so emo and aggro in the inside

Have enough money to be a sugar daddy and have a few sex slaves

Still being able to hangout with you guys and go drinking

Still playing in a noisy, wanky band

Hope i wont be dead by then

[DJ Ung]

cameron crowe once said music is like a diary. all you need to do to remind yourself how you felt during a certain period of your life was to dig up the music you were listening to during the said period.

(by the way almost famous is a great movie.)

(actually any movie with hendrix and led zep and sabbath in the soundtrack and have little dark side of the moon easter eggs would be good)

(any movie with my bloody valentine on the soundtrack would also be good too )

(friday night lights, however, does not look good, regardless of who's on the soundtrack)

(28 days later....was bad. even if gsybe played on the soundtrack. the scene with gsybe, though, is fantastic)

(i am a biased bastard)

this thread has made me realise my life is so boring i can't even remember the highlights of it to write down....

wow